Monday 31 August 2009

I'm confused

Woots! Today's celebration was a blast.... Yeah right.

I feel so unjustified aboout today's celebration. Firstly, the technical side. Firstly, the mics for our performance didn't work at all, I can only hear the 4 people but not the rest. Ateng's guitar's mic is also off, this results in my piano and his guitar playing to be unheard.

Same to other performances too, like the One cm performance, luckily it worked halfway. We practised so hard, and on Saturday it worked just fine. And today? It's so... ARRRGGGH!

Okay that's all for the venting, on the bright side...

I enjoyed myself today! I enjoyed playing the piano, I enjoyed playing and performing alongside the Indonesians and other International Students. I just had a great time! It's fabulous~ It's funny how I feel happy when playing music, even though there's so much things going on my mind. That's what I wrote in my intro. Music pleases me like a bliss.

And the video was SUPERB! I love it, I almost cried seriously, it's so touching! And I think Mrs Lee cried... I hope so haha! But anyway yeah, that's all for the celebration. After the celebration went to eat with MOS again with Wei Lun, even though I know he doesn't like it haha.

Okay that's all for today I supposed. Right now I'm feeling confused. I don't know what to do.

I don't know what to do, what do you want me to do?

Sunday 30 August 2009


If I were the sky...
Photography by Yours Truly
Taken in school
OH MY GOD, I CAN POST PICTURE!!!! YAY! Only with IE though... But who cares! At least I can post it right! Hohoho

Anyway and Oh my God too, cause tomorrow, tomorrow is the BIG day for me/us! Alright but I am seriously looking forward for tomorrow, cause it's like it'll be my first time playing piano in front of a huge crowd. But as I said, enjoy the music baby.
Hmm yeah I think that's all for tonight cause I'm not really in the mood for blogging, but I'm glad that my blogger is back. Please stay this way....
Tomorrow, one of my aspiration will come true

Saturday 29 August 2009

Memories

Hello people, today is the second second time I came late for Math lesson again! And this time round is during Amath paper 2 (and the last time was paper one, how sweet). But well I managed to finish it, leaving a few blanks cause I couldn't get the answer. Shit me.

Then after Math stayed back again for rehearsal, this time round we did okay, and I corrected most of my playing thanks to Ateng's chord book haha. And Ms Manjit says our item was the best! Oh man, that's lovely.

You see (in my opinion, no offence) the other performances (except the bands cause I didn't see it) were I would say "lifeless". If you wanna perform, you let your heart out and perform like there's no tomorrow. Don't just perform for the sake of performing, perform cause you wanna tell the school that you can impress them.

Then stayed back even later to practise again, then went to see what the SC's were doing. Well, the hall looks okay, the seating arrangement is something unique, the overall is okay? But yeah all the best to the performances.

Well honestly speaking I can't wait to perform with my fellow Indo friends. It's really fun and the song itself is one of my most favourite Indo song, it's lively and the meaning is deep. So yup, let's have some good time.

And Jie Long's video is like AWESOME! We might be the class that doesn't perform, but I think we're the class that puts up the most interesting and touching performance. Can't wait for Teachers' Day! Alright I guess that's all for today, see you!

Life's a disguise

Friday 28 August 2009

I need to run

Hello people, today, or these days, have been a chaotic one for me. There are just too many things happening, that kind of keep me busy and tired. But well, it'll all be worth it, trust me.

Well, today was alright I guess, everything was okay and the day went on smoothly. After school stayed back with a few people and grab pictures for the Video Presentation we will be doing with Samantha Sim and Kelvin. Thanks a lot! Without you, the process would take like a thousand times slower.

Oh, and I also went to practise with the Indo students and oh my, so now I'm going to play the piano along with them. OMG! In front of the school?! I don't mind conducting but... Nah, it's okay, somehow, playing along with them is fun too! Especially with Chandra AKA Ateng haha, and the my friends are enthusiastic about it as well so, it will be fun.

You see when we're playing music, we HAVE to enjoy playing music. Be it singing, playing an instrument, or others, we have to enjoy it. Enjoy music, and music will enjoy you. Enjoy music, and the audience will enjoy you. There will be rehearsal tomorrow so perhaps I can practise seriously with them too.

Alright, tonight's gonna be a busy night I guess. Need to do lots of sending of pictures to Jie Long so yeah. I really hope everything goes well. So I guess I'll see you then!

It's just a matter of time, I guess?

Thursday 27 August 2009

Woots!

Wow! Yay! I finally changed my blogskin. Not just any kind of blogskin, is a NAVIGATION blogskin! Oh man I'm so happy like finally, FINALLY.

Well today was a great day, I somehow feel that today is Friday, even though it is a -so- Thrusday. Well I guess is the weather maybe, and the activity.

The day went as per normal, after school stayed back with the whole class to do the board for the Teachers' Day thingy. I'm kind of excited for Teachers' Day, cause maybe it's my last year in Tanglin and so yeah.

Tomorrow gonna stay back too, to do the present for Mrs Lee, and there's a rehearsal for the Teachers' Day, which I TOTALLY don't know of what's going to happen, except for the Indo performance.

And I have no mood to study today, but gonna start reivisng SS and Hist soon, together with Bio. Alright then, see ya.

Well, I guess I'm right huh?

Wednesday 26 August 2009

Okay, blogger is like giving me more problems. But who cares, I just wanna blog.

I just reached home like 30 minutes ago. Surprised? Nah I went for ERP and yeah, just wanna try out. I learnt something. It's a good place for practice, it's a bad place to revise, unless I listen to MP3 as told by Jes.

Well I enjoyed practising Chemistry and Physics with Kelvin, and we were happy that we scored like 10/13 for our Phy MCQ prac, knowing how poor our Phy is. Totally happy haha, and boosted our spirit.

Well the rest went well I guess. I'm kind of tired so I'm just here to have a nice chill out. So see ya I guess.

A good night sleep tonight. I hope so.

Sunday 23 August 2009

OMG my taskboard is back!

But I still can't upload pics.

PFFFFTTTTTT
Hello people, today, it finally rained! Well not really "finally" but it rained on Friday I know but nah, I just love the rain.

Today was a great day I guess, been studying and homeworking so, so far so good. I hope this will continue till my O's are over. I seriously my wish (----->) will come true.

Well was reading Beatrice's blog, the "Before I die" post catched my eyes. Come to think of it, what do I want to do before I die? A lot. Tons, millions of billions of things.

I want to travel the seven continenets, travel around Europe, travel around Asia, own and conduct my symphony, have my piano recital, be a doctor and saves lives, find the cure for cancer, choreograph my own dance (as in those contemporrary ballet), compose thousands of music, and so much more to come.

But to sum it all up. Before I die, I want to live life to the fullest and do things that I want. Simple isn't it?

So come to think of it, with my life as hard as bracing through a storm, as complicated as an entangled 1 km of thread, as confusing and a never ending labyrinth, I HAVE and I WILL live my life to the fullest. So do you.

Well, I just hope so.

But anyway, I still fear my future. So uncertain, so confusing so tough. But, live today like you never live before. You'll never know what pops out tomorrow.

So that's all folks, just want to share those things, even though I know very little people read my blog due to the woooooords haha. But just wanna let my feelings out. It's good!

You'll never know what tomorrow brings. Uh huh.

Friday 21 August 2009

What's up again peeps. An ordinary day again. Again.

Hmm nothing much to say about today but well I just feel like blogging. I think I deserve a good rest tonight, after all the studying I did this week.

Well Olevel is getting near. And nearer. And soon it's going to be "One more day to O levels" which is going to happen in like 65 more days. Yummm. Anyway, so far so good, I'm doing my revision.

Today was alright I guess, everything went as usual and normal and it's just a usual Friday. But well, sometimes I just feel that my life has become a cycle, like a cycle that is just going on and on. And my daily activities, stay the same.

Oh well, nothing to talk today, but went to C.Jade to eat dinner. It's been such a long time since I eat there. And it's so yummy! Haha

Okay see you then, and I hate blogger for not allowing me to post pictures.

When I think of it, sometimes I just simply wonder. What am I doing, is it even worth my time and patience? I doubt so. I guess I'm just too selfish.

Thursday 20 August 2009

Hello people, I am soooo freaking tired today! I fell asleep in Bio focus, without realising. And it's so embarrassing when Ms Chu and the class called me THREE times and I didn't even response. That is so... Diu Lian!

Anyway the day was fine, gonna screw Math test today, I totally forgot all the theorems and stuff but yeah, I hope the part two of the paper tomorrow will pull my marks. Talking about my marks, I am going to retake my Chinese! Uh huh. I wanna prove the world that I can get A... I hope.

And talking about O level, I feel inspired today during Basics. Mr Daaz (I hope that's the correct spelling), the man who gave a talk in first semester, came to our class to talk about stress management. What he told us is totally true. I gotta erase that "I can't do it" mindset. I can do it.

And talking about stress, I've been feeling moody these days and I don't know why. Many things happened, I guess that's why. Many things, in my heart and in my mind. I just hope my days will get better. Weekends are coming anyway.

Alright people, I am done for today. I have created a studying plan, not really created but followed my pattern. So I wanna study soon. See ya!

Sometimes I'm just confused about life. It's so tumultous.

Wednesday 19 August 2009

Evenin' people! Whew, my 3 "hopeful events" are over.

Well got my MTL result today, I got a B4! Surprised? Yes. Happy? No.

For someone who sepaks horrible Chinese, and someone who only speak Chinese in school and when buying food, and for someone who has very little knowledge of Chinese, a B4 is great huh?

Well now is, whether I should retake or not. If I retake, there's a chance that I can get an A, cause I have merit for Oral and Listening. BUT. The chance of getting an A is super slim.

So which leads me to another conclusion, if I get a B3, I only have a one point difference. Which is a huge difference! And my dream is to get an A for Chinese. I've been wanting to prove the world wrong.

Anyway everyone has different reactions when the restuls were released. And the school overall result is... Speechless. I now believe what Miss How said about the whole nation doing badly.

Alright that's all then, I gotta revise again. No I mean do homework. And revise if I have the time. See ya then!

Sadly, I think I'm living in the world where I don't suit to be. I simply mature too quickly.
PS: Should I join ERP?

Tuesday 18 August 2009

Hellow people! Today... Another exciting thing happened!

I got accepted by Singapore Poly! In Biomedical Science Course! Through DPA! Oh my God I'm so happy... I'm on cloud nine... And I was shaking everyone's hand in class just now hahaha.

Oh man, finally, the moment I've been waiting for is over and the excitement really turned out to be joy and happiness. I quickly accepted the offer just now, I was just too excited and happy that I clicked the "accept" button right away.

Alright that's all for DPA. Tomorrow! Is my MTL OLevel result! And it will be released during recess time (11.30) I think. Oh man I'm so excited. I just hope the excitement will turn out to joy again. Not sadness and stress.

Well well, it's been a "hopeful" week. And I hope that these wishes and hopes of mine turn into reality. Well 2/3 of them turned into reality. I hope the third one will also turn into reality. I hope to get a B3 for my Chinese. Just a B3. Or an A... But I don't know whether I should retake my Chinese at the end of the year.

Alright, today must be one of the happiest day of my life. Thank you to everyone who has encouraged me on the day of my interview. All the wishes and all the encouragements (Like Adeline who asked me to go to SP ASAP, and Brenda who wrote the wish on my ipod touch).

And a big thank to Mrs Lee for helping me in the process. And EVERYONE alright, including the interviewers!

Alright I might be exaggerating. Guess I'm just too excited haha. See you then!

The moment of wait is finally over.

Monday 17 August 2009

Hello people, whew, today, I must say is an exiciting day haha. I LOVE ORAL EXAM! Well I think I did well, but as usual, I'm not too confident myself, cause I say a few wrong stuff here and there. But well, what's done is done, right?

Tomorrow. Another exiciting event is going to happen. My DPA result! Okay honestly speaking? I'm freaking out. I have this feeling that I won't get through the interview (CHOY). I just hope they'll accept me and I can go through the interview and succesfully finish the process.

Well I'm not really hopeful, but I'm just going to leave everything to tomorrow. Only God knows what will happen. Only God knows the result. So there's no point to be fully affermative about what's going to happen if you don't know the result eh.

Well, I just hope, really hope I'll get through it.

Well the day was normal I think, only the Oral examination was the highlight of the day. Well in three consecutive days, it's going to be an exciting one. I hope all these excitements turn to joy, not fear or sadness. I just truly hope.

Alright I guess that;s all then. Gonna do my work and revise as usual. And blogger gives me a false hope... They allow me to post picture, and there's no picture. Gaaaaaah. Okay see ya!

Hope, faith, prayer. That's what I need. I just hope everything goes well.

Sunday 16 August 2009

What's up people! Hasn't blogged for a long time. Yeah cause I'm busy and uh huh.

Well this week's going to be a fun week! And exciting one too. Tomorrow there will be O Level Oral examination for EL, in Tuesday I'm going to see whether I'm through DPA and on Wednesday, I'm going to receive my MTL O Level Result!

Alright exciting huh. Yeah it is exciting. Okay I must have gone nuts. But anyway, I'm just being hopeful as usual. It is in these times hat hope works wonder, as in, don't be too pessimistic and neither we should be too optimistic and proud of ourselves.

I've been spending the weekend practising my Oral and doing some homework. But well, procastination kicks in. I was slacking today, but well thankfully I slacked after I did my homework.

Alright peeps, I think I'm gonna end here. Just a short and quick update. Please pray hard for me okay! I hope all will go well, maybe it won't.. No it will... Argh why am I thinking so much!

Good luck people! For your Olevel Oral and those waiting for DPA results!

Thursday 13 August 2009

MWAHAHAHAHA, believe it or not, it's my 250th post!

This says a lot about my love for blogging. Seriously if you ask me why do I blog? I don't know the answer to that. Well I used to blog before I have this blog. In Windows Live that is. It's kinda a "private" blog? Only invited friends are allowed to read it.

Well blogging somehow eases my feelings. Cause it is through words that I express what happened in the day, what am I feeling, what was I feeling and more. It's undescribable. Like isn't better when you write, than when you talk and say?

And well if time and technology permits, I am going to keep this blog till I die. I guess it would be really fun reading my posts again when I'm like 50++ and I'm like "Oh!!! I did this on this day!" Amazing eh. Yeah provided this blog won't be deleted somehow.

Well today was a great and normal day I guess. I'm going to screw up my Math test today. Ir's hmm... Okay. SPA was alright I guess. And I slept during Bio focus! And Weiqi and Ade told me I snored? Holy mama.

Well yeah I've been feeling really tired these days, apart from the chaos I've been and other stuff, the rest I don't know. But well I hope I'll enjoy a good weekend ahead. Hope so.

Well tonight, gonna revise as usual cause there's no homework to do. I love it! Well yeah no time to rest, not ~totally~ no rest but... It's good to do a little revision huh.

Alright then see ya soon, gonna bathe and kick my revision going. Life has been confusing, tiring and chaotic these days. Hope it'll get better.

I'm confused you know. I guess my intuition is so right.

Wednesday 12 August 2009

Whew, life is chaotic these days. With like 2 SPAs this week, Oral Prelim, 2 Math tests, and the bloody Chinese O level result got postponed till like next week. And O level EL oral is like next Monday, and my DPA result is like next week as well. Chaos and inferno.

Well I just hope that everything goes well, as usual. I can't do anything too right, just gotta give my bestest of my bestest shot. But honestly speaking? I feel stressed these days.

And somehow life to me gets pretty confusing. And annoying sometimes. And I think of things too much. So much that it seriously got me thinking of weird things.

Well today was oral prelim, did well I think, 33/40. I need to focus more on articulation though, and also need to be more confident. Yup yup. I need to do my revision too. Whew it's 75 more days to O's. Freaky.

Alright, won't be blogging so often. Freaking busy and tired. See ya then!

Here we go again...

Monday 10 August 2009

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Hello people, what a blue day today? For me I suppose.

Well today is the day after national day so which means... Holiday! Well not really a holiday for me though. Spent the morning revising my Bio and Humans. Whoa, I just realised I need to study harder.

Then in the afternoon I practically slacked, because somehow my mood of studying was lost. I don't know why. But I regained back in late afternoon where I continued revising, and doing a little homework.

Well somehow, ironically, I forgot that I have not only Math homework but Bio, Phy, SS and hist. I'm like hmm yeah I have this and that. Well but I guess I'm right. I'm just so used to getting so much homework, that realising I have more homework seems normal to me. Like uh huh, homework, yeah, so what.

Well life... It's like that. Once you have a routine, it will ever be a routine to you. Anyway talking about work. School's starting again tomorrow. Argh. But hmm what makes me wonder is that... Are we getting our O level MTL result tomorrow? Miss How told me we are...

And again what makes me wonder, should I not retake? I don't know. I will be soooo ever be happy if I get a B3. Or 4, but three is better. I hope we'll get our results tomorrow. Hmm yup.

Anyway that's all for today, gonna finish up my work tonight. So yup. See ye!

The dreams, are they signs? I hope they are. Good ones.

Sunday 9 August 2009



Just wanna share my thoughts on NDP haha.

Just watched NDP on TV, it was nice I think. I love the concept of the ten chapters stuff. The overall was alright too I guess, I'll give it a 8.5/10.

Anyway yup just to share this year's NDP song, which I really love and I think it's one of the best NDP songs (apart from home and We will get there). And Adeline and I love to sing this song in class haha! Sorry Tacy who got irritated some times.

Yup, happy 44th Birthday Singapore! Love ya! :D

PS: Not really in the mood to blog so yup....

Saturday 8 August 2009

Hello people, sorry not updating last night. I DESPERATELY want to update my pictures for National Day celebration but I blogspot's disease is back. Crap you #$%%^)%$(^)%$(#$

Anyway the celebration isn't bad, but I don't know somehow it's not celebrative enough. I mean, in my opinion, the most exciting and fun part of the day was when we make the class poster, in CLASS. It's so much fun than the celebration. Unlike last year everyone was having fun in the parade square, singing and dancing and cheering.

Is it the H1N1 factor? Or is it the weather factor (cause it was freaking hot)? Or is the celebration really not fun. I don't know. But the class part was really fun! We took lots of pictures and everyone is so... Chaotic haha. And the class poster turned out pretty!

Then Wei Lun and I went to MOS to eat, and that was Wei Lun's first MOS experience, oh my haha. After I reached home, I fell asleep! Haha, and at night we did a little cleaning up. Oh God, I just realised I have tons of stuff from the past.

Firstly, I have a photo album filled with pictures when I was still in P4-P6, and I even have a picture when I'm still in P3 in Indo, I looked so... Okay. Then I have my P6 school diary which has my drawing on it. My principal gave it to me even though I had graduated when the diary was released. Hmm how nice of her isn't it?

Then I found more stuff too like my Sec 1 class picture and even more. Alright gonna reveal one of my greatest plan. I wanna make this "Book of Memories" where I'll put my pictures, presents from people (cards hearts notes etc)and any other objects worth remembering for. And also, I'm planning to bring back some of my stuff back to Indo, put it into a box and keep it till I die.

You know, I've studies in Singapore for the past 7 years. This is one of my life's most amazing journey that I will remember. How do I remember it? Through memories of course. Yeah, hope those things will keep my memories of my life in Singapore forever intact.

Anyway yeah I guess that's all for yesterday. Gonna post da pictures today, provided blogspot's disease is cured. See ya!

Thursday 6 August 2009

Hullo people, how's life today? Amazing? Boring?

Well today is a great day I suppose, wait no, hazy day. Yeah yeah I know you're going to blame my country or whatever. Don't complain to me, like as if I don't mind the haze, excuse me.

Today seems like a very "fast day" I don't know why. Somehow time flies very quickly today like... Oh it's Chemistry! Oh it's Chinese! Oh it's AMC!

And talking about AMC, I'm going to tell you something pathetic and funny.

Me: Melissa what's the last question answer?

Mel: I don't know!

Me: Aiyah I go put 17 lah.

Mel: Why?

Me: Cause it's my birthday!

And we burst out into laughter... It was damn hillarious. You know, I'm never a fan or fond of AMC. Well it's fun doing those questions, but some questions really require you to squeeze your brain out.

Some questions don't even make sense, how can you have this like... Magician who has at least a rabbit, whenever he crosses a bridge, the number of rabbits will multiply by two. And at the end he got none left... What...?

Well, math isn't my forte, even though I love math, but love sciences and music more than math. I'm never good with numbers, it's complicating. So which means I'm the opposie of Christopher of CIDNT.

Well my sis just returned from Indo, and yeah. Tomorrow will be ND celebration in school. Hope we'll have tons of fun there. But I still have focus after that. Life of the O level hohoho. Alright then, see you again.

Cough cough cough. My throat feels better, but itchier. Haha

Wednesday 5 August 2009

Whew, it's okay already now...

Oh crap, was playing with the template, now I lose my template. Everything....

I'm going to recover it soon!
OH MY GOD... Blogger is back! Yayness! Picture time! Haha. Well yup lookd like blogger is now "cured" from its disease. Wait no, I can't post any picture....

Talking about cure, looks like I'm cured from my fever too! Even though I still had a tiny weeny bit of headache today, and a sore throat. Quite bad. Anyone has any recommendations for sore throat medicine? Brendy says I should take Pei Pa Koa? Yeah I have it, maybe I'll give it a shot.

Today was alright I guess, it's just that I feel the weather is extremely bloody hot and humid. Was sweating like mad during PA already, in the morning. Can you believe that? Then I played badminton during PE. Thrashed everyone hohoho, and Ms Solastri says...

"Adhi don't bully girls! Pick an opponent that is the same gender and size!" Haha, too bad there's no one there that fit the category hohoho. Well was playing with Jes at that time.

History was like... A sleeping period haha. Half of the class like fell asleep. Well Wednesday = tiring day, trust me. I fell asleep from like 12.50 - 1, being contantly woken up by Waiyee. Then... She fell asleep from like 1 till the end of the period. I kicked her chair but there's no reaction... Awesome haha

Then the day went smoothly as usual, had EL mock exam 5, I think I'll screw my paper two. Paper one was alright, I did the situational writing before... Somewhere. And I stupidly sign off the report... Dumb me!

Reached home and ate dinner and tadah. Well I keep telling myself not to turn on that "button of evil" Of course, it's my computer. But I can't help but write the things that happened today. I think it's a good way to let my stress out.

Alright ciao then, I wonder whether I should do math today? Or revise Chem and Bio. Hmm...

I love meringue now!

Tuesday 4 August 2009

Hello people, oh my God, I don't know what's wrong with me but... I'm down with a fever! Well it's 37.6, it's lowering down unlike just now which was around 38 i think?

It all started with a headache, no maybe a migraine, cause it was hurting in only one part of my head, that is the front part. Then I reached hom, can't stand the pain and decided to lay down and close my eyes and fell asleep. When I woke up? Fever!

Well seems like I'm having throat infection again, cause my throat hurts whenever I swallow something, or even drink something. Please please please, don't let me fall sick again, being sick on my birthday is already an ordeal for me. Now what? Haha

Well the day was alright, except for the headache. Assembly had started and the PA stuff went really fine. Just that my hope of stepping down won't come so soon. Well well, let time flow in you. After Physics focus went home with Annabel (my maid's maid MWAHAHAHA joking...) and Rachel and Victor.

Victor is so... Haha! And sorry to Annabel and Rachel for being "not fun". I was seriously having a super headache, and everything around me seemed slow...

Alright I guess that's all for today. I seriously hope I'll get well before National Day Celebration, I wanna celebrate with my friends, again, cause it's my last year here. Ciao! I hope I get well soon!

Am I selfish? I think I am. Are you? That's the question.

Monday 3 August 2009

Hello people, a great day today I supposed. Weirdly, I felt very sleepy in the first half of the day but after recess I was... Alive!

Well I guess it was just like any other Monday, we had a great time during English tough, cause of the pitfalls to avoid! It was hilarious.

After school I went to eat with Wei Lun, Neal, Zhi Rong and Joel at LJS. Hmm long time no eat there. And thanks to LJS, I think I'm having sore throat now, too much fried food.

Well looks like the flu situation is hmm getting under control? Even though ahem ahem ahem. We're returning to normal now with assembly and stuff. But hmm, well assembly = PA = return to reality = I so no hope = Principal starts to scold = Depressed.

Nice equation? I hope so.

But well it's I don't know, I just wish that the sec 3's could learn it ASAP and what's better is that the Sec 3 PA CREW can take over again. I seriously hope so. I think they are the ones that should do this job? We're not suited to do it.

And that's when only miracle can happen.

Well, reality, here we go again. Just don't fail us again.

Life is so confusing....!

Sunday 2 August 2009

Yada yada, hello people, I just did my Math homework! Yayness. More time to spend for revision tonight. Yup my plan for tonight is to revise my Chem. Cause somehow, I think cause of too much Organic Chemistry, my metal chemistry and acid stuff is a little forgotten. So more touch ups I guess.

Well my sis is now in Singapore. She's back! Haha, after one year of exchange programme in Sweden. Man, I miss Sweden. She'll be going back to Indonesia tomorrow though, to see my parents.

Well you know when I was in the airport today, two things came onto my mind. Home, and holiday. I miss home, and I wanna go home. But I can't, with the O levels drawing near. It's okay I just hope time flies quickly.

I wanna go for a holiday too. Somewhere, far away where I can forget reality. How about Thailand? Or Japan maybe, maybe Korea... Or Britain? Hmm Morocco sounds good, Dubai is better. I don't know, I'm just mumbling my dream destinations.

Well I guess now I have to forget all these "destinations". Because I have a destination to reach first. Yup, it's the O's. Till I've reached it, then I'll dream of another destination. Man, life is puzzling.

Alright I guess that's all for today. I just feel like writing. Writing.... Yup. Okay see ya guys!

Life is an amazing journey. Yet it can be a depressing one too.

Saturday 1 August 2009

OMG blogspot please be fixed will you? I wanna post my pics again! And I can't show all the fabulous pics I have... Roar

Today had AM mock test again, I wasn't late! Haha. The paper was a killer, meaning? I need more practice. Then had EL focus today which hmm was very funny. Cause we gotta change the meaning of words with prefixes. And it's not as easy as you think. Or I thought.

You see, what is the meaning of disconnected? Most of you will say not connected. Logically you're correct, English-ly you are wrong. It means to be taken apart. What is the meaning of unreliable? You'll say not reliable. Again it's wrong, it's not trustworthy haha!

Then went to eat with Neal, Sherlyn and Kelly at WCP. They are late and we had to wait for like one hour... Great... But I'm so full now. I ate like 3 dessert course at MOF. They are gooooood! Now I'm still full. Don't think I'm going to eat dinner.

Oh well tomorrow, my sister will return from Sweden. Can you believe it? It's been a year already? Isn't it fast? Like last year I was crying while I sent her off and tomorrow I'll be seeing her again, well even though I saw her when I was in Sweden like 1.5 months ago.

Time flies past, you won't realise that a certain amount of time has passed until it passes you. The same thing as O's, it won't be long when you say "Wow tomorrow is EL paper. I'm freaking scared!" heh heh, 86 more days to seeing my darlings.

Alright I guess that's all. Gonna try to finish up all my work tonight so that I can do revision tomorrow. See you then!

Time is a puzzle, a mystery, but it's a gift.