Catch up

4E1'09 (most) at Fish&Co

Photography by Fish&Co guy.

I enjoyed the outing yesterday!

Right. Well umm my back is now looking really really scary and freaky. But awesome at the same time :D Because I went for the outing, and was under the sun without my shirt. I have... Sun Burn! And now the skin on my back is peeling off and yup. It looked really scary.

Anyway so many things to catch up with. Friday.

Went to Holland first to do my health check up and finish my bank stuff for SP. Whew it's like FINALLY done. After all the hustle and bustle I have to go through. Met Neal and Sem at Sumo for lunch. Oh wow, it's been a long time since I went there to eat together with them. That was like last year? Slacked there for a while before heading to school.

Met Cheryl and Annabel halfway and we went to school together. And I took a walk down memory lane. A wave of thoughts just rushed back in my mind. Anyway the achiever's day event was kind of awesome. We (4E1 award winners) were crapping around here and there on our seats. But it's so fun haha. And we took lots of pictures too.

After the whole event, the JJ people of 4E1 met us up and we headed to Fish&Co for... Supper? Or dinner actually. So fun, played lots of games and had an awesome time together. And it's a good opportunity to meet up and catch up with the rest as well. Oh sigh, again, it reminds me of how fast time flies. We were a bunch of secondary school kids a year ago and we are not either JC/Poly students.

That's all for Friday. Saturday.

Went to do my X-ray and finish up my banking stuff. And now I'm officially done with my SP enrollment stuff! Cause my mum faxed me my birth certificate already. Went to Orchard to shop with my sis. And lunch too. I bought a toy camera which produces awesome shots! Check my facebook for the pictures under Lomography.

At night... Neal called me and ask me whether I wanna meet up at Holland's Starbucks. Well I have nothing to do so I joined him an Jeslyn! Talked a lot there and we were happily talking about the We Are the World song, both new and old one. And I was happily trying to imitate Wycleff Jean singing and making fun of Justin Bieber mwahaha.

Ate supper at Crystal Jade. The Dim Sum was lovely and I have to fight with Neal by playing either scissors paper stone and cai quan. I won once, he won once. And th most funny thing is when we told ghost stories... And we were so scared to go home! Haha. But well we headed home quite late. Kind of feel guilty cause Neal got scoldings by his mum.

Anyway today.

Today did nothing much. An ordinary Sunday with an ordinary activity. Tried eating at the new Korean restaurant at Holland though. The BBQ stuff is so expensive! We ended up ordering those ala carte stuff. But not bad for them.

And I'm excited for tomorrow! Cause it's my Freshmen Orientation Programme haha. Meeting up with my fellow tubbies as well :D And hopefully with my course-mates and my school mates. Alright time to bathe, see ya!

I came up with a new line!

When the world doesn't accept you, it doesn't mean that you don't belong to this world. It just means that you are not accepting yourself :)

Blue

Lets walk back, down memory lane.

Photography by Yours Truly.

Sometimes I miss the way things used to be :(

Today was another awesome day with my teletubbies! I love the movie, I love the cycling, the walking, I love the talking cock and I love today haha. It's awesome :)

Anyway met Candy and Kennedy in the morning to accompany them to change their enrollment date. And I went there to ask some questions. And my answers are kind of horrifying. Firstly. I need to go for another blood test! Oh my God... Well I'm kind of immune to needles, just that I hate the prospect of knowing that I'm gonna be poked.

Secondly, I went to Jurong to take my blood test today. Guess what? The clinic was so full that I have to wait for at least an hour to register. It was 10 AM and I'm leaving for Pasir Ris at 11. Okay so I skip the whole thing and went back to SP to meet back with the rest. How pissing!

The pissing thing is not about this. Last year I went for an HIV test (which is and always is negative haha) and gave it to SP during my DPA enrollment. And the guy asked me to give it next year (this year) for enrollment. So when I gave it again today, the lady was, I'm sorry it's unacceptable and I have to go back and do another blood test! What the flower!

Oh well but anyway, trained to Pasir Ris with Candy, Kennedy and Thwe Ni (who stopped at Raffles Place) and met the rest of the group. Lunched with them and then watched how to train your dragon. It's a very awesome movie! I love the music especially. The storyline is kind of nice too. I can see lots of symbolisms, ironies and themes.

After movie cycled and played at the play ground at Pasir Ris park. It's really fun! Awesome and somehow we seem to go back to our childhood days. Everyone was acting like a child haha, but we had fun! We played until evening and then headed back to white sands for dinner. and of course, took a long train ride back to Clementi with the rest, with our anti-social device.

And... I'm excited for tomorrow cause I'm going back to school to take my award haha! I don't know since when the school is so kind to ive the top scorers awards. Which they usually don't. Perhaps they are rich now haha. And meeting back with my friends! Woosh woosh, so excited. And I hope they will allow me to take some shots of the band. Cause I wanna do that hehe.

Alrighty, gonna have busy days ahead with banks, bloods (GRRR) and admission stuff. Whew, I hate enrollment but got to keep it in mind that I'm doing this once and for all. So yeah, be with it! Okay see ya all then :D

I love the weather today :)

Run!

These are my awesome friends :D

Photography by Yours Truly

I love them to the max!

Ah crap, I wanna blog before I reached the 12 AM mark but... Too bad. Anyway I had an awesome day today with 4 of our tubbies! Candy, Weiping, Ashley and Yan Kang hehe. And my back is seriously hurting now cause of the sunburn. It's really really pain. Just had a aloe vera session on my back and face hoho. Hope it can improve my condition.

Anyway, met them at about 2 plus. I went to SSC first to collect my enrollment package. I met Kelvin there too and guess the first thing he said? You look tan. I knew it haha. Well we were surprised by what we have to do. It's like... Completing thousands of forms (well not thousands but you know) and I have to like settle the school fees (which is huge for me) in one freaking day?!

So I was like telling the lady sorry but I can't do it tomorrow. I just tell that straight after I hear what I have to do. It's literally IMPOSSIBLE to finish those things in one day. Oh well, I guess they just don't understand. And some of my friends are also shocked and unhappy about what they are supposed to do. Oh, I'm not going tomorrow but on the 14th instead.

I met them at FC5 and we headed to colours @ library to study. Weiping, Candy and Ashley were studying. So hardworking! I was doing the enrollment stuff while Yankang was on his laptop too. I joined Ashley and help Weiping with her prep maths question later on. Lunched at FC3 after that and...

We run!

Yup all of us headed to SP's track and ran together. Well I was running/walking/jogging at the same time. Candy, Yan Kang and I ran 4 KM. And I'm so happy and surprised that I ran the first 4 rounds non stop. After that I started to slack. Ashley ran about 11/12 rounds, Weiping ran for 20 rounds... She's so unbelievable. And yes she ran non stop.

Anyway thanks to Candy and Ashley's encouragements, I kept on running and running, trying to get myself in focus. And thanks a lot to Candy for running with me for all the 10 rounds. And Ashley for pushing my back to make me run faster haha.

So well I ran 4 km in 34 minutes. I considered that as slow, knowing the fact that I ran my 2.4 in 18 minutes. That's horrible. I ran that in 12 minutes last time (6 minutes difference -.-"). My level of fitness surely dropped eh. Anyway everyone was telling me not to care about the time. It's the effort and the distance that counts. Not the time. Which is true!

I'm really really blessed to have such friends, who push encourage me to do something in which -in everyone's eyes- it seems foolish to me. I mean come on. When I said I wanna run, they said you can do it meh? And now these 4 people were like come and join us. They don't even care how slow I run. At least they ask me to join them right?

So sometimes I wonder. I may be fat. But I'm proud of it. Cause at least I am who I am, and not someone I have to be in the eyes of others. Like duh? I don't wanna slim down for the sake of pleasing people so that they can no longer tell me "you're fat" No. I wanna be who I am.

Oh gosh, I'm so emotional right now. Cause it sucks to be fat and I'm trying to lose it. But the world just don't accept people being fat. Oh well... Ces't la vie!

Okay I can't wait for tomorrow's outing again with my fellow tubbies. Gonna go and upload some pictures as promised to them so see ya!

It's the world. It's life. I've no choice but to live it.

Sentosa :D

Today's Sentosa outing with my fellow CLS campers and Mama and Papa is awesome! Woots, love the tubbies-to-tubbies talk I had with my fellow teletubbies group. And Love the games. Love the talkings we did, and most importantly, getting my skin burned! It's like so red now, and it's PAINFUL. Especially when it rubs against something. My back! Ouchiie.

Anyway met teletubbies at 1030 at Harbour Front MRT. We headed to Giant to get some water, Candy and I went to breadtalk and get some bread haha. Cause I didn't have breakfast. And then we headed to.... SENTOSA! And we took the monorail, which is a first time for me. It's kind of fun squeezing like I don't know how many people in one train. How awesome.

Reached Palawan Beach and we started playing volleyball, slacking game, master bunny and more! But truly love the tubbies - to - tubbies talk I had with my fellow tubbies. So fun, especially... Talking about.. AHEM. Anyway yeah.

Time flies really quickly and we went to bathe. Oh gosh, all the boys were complaining about their sunburn pain. Cause it's really really pain just to carry your bag! And then we have to walk a bit slowly so that it won't brush against too much.

Headed back to Vivo and the boys had Carls Junior while the girls had Long John Silver. I really love eating with them, under the starry sky and the sea breeze brushing against you. Hmm, it's really nice and relaxing. We were talking a lot too, so makes it more fun!

And we headed home of course after that. Pictures uploading tomorrow, lazy to upload today haha. Anyway now I'm currently having a high session with my fellow tubbies. We're seriously high in MSN now. No idea why haha. See ya!

PAIN, my back ouchy ouchy!

To leave, or not to leave

Tell me, which way should I go?
Photography from www.thereis.com
I find this road interestng. So should I take it?

Oh well, the dilemma thing yesterday. Let me talk about it here alright hehe. Do voice out your opinion if you wish to in the tagboard.

Alright so since secondary school, I have always this mindset of joining band in my next level of education. So well yeah I have the mindset of joining band in poly of course. But now somehow this mindset changes. Like totally.

Now I'm thinking of leaving my band life in polytechnic.

Well there are lots of reasoons to why I made this decision (wait I mean the decision of thinking to leave band, not leaving band). Firstly is my fear of not being able to cope with my studies. Biomedical is not an easy course as what I heard from my seniors. Well it may be hard but well, it's what I want to do of course.

But well the reply I get from other seniors is that it's all about time management.

Which is very true.

Next, I fear that (this is the most ironic reason) I will be like the lousiest player in the band. I know that SP band is good. Well the last time I heard them was in 2006 haha. And I was really wow-ed by them. But I still know that it is good. Cause there was once when I hear a flute player playing his flute and... Oh my God. It's so good hahaha.

So well the ironic thing is that I told myself once that I'm going to join band in the pursue of my passion and dream. Not the fact that I compete and be the best among others thing. So why do I feel inferior? I don't know either. It's just this feeling that pops out suddenly in my head.

Those are the two main reasons why I was thinking of not joining band in poly. And there are a few reasons here and there in which I don't wanna say haha. But well those reasons are about there as well.

So now I'm seriously in consusion, in a dilemma, troubled and all the words you can say. And somehow this dilemma is affecting my mood cause I've been thinking about this. Oh sigh, well hopefully I can be okay ASAP.

The reason why I think so much about this (in which I know some of you might think "It's just a CCA") is because music is a huge part of my life. I kind of agree with Sem's post on facebook. What will I get in return if I don't join band? True huh. So yeah, I have to think of this decision carefully. And I love music. I can't live without it.

Anyway, I'm really excited for tomorrow's CLS FO and seniros outing! Hopefully tomorrow's weather will be fine and nice. And everyone's gonna have tons of fun! Alright see ya and sigh, hopefully I can find the solution to this dilemma as quickly as possible.

Life without music is like life without water to me.

Dilemma

Hmm, today was a rainiy day. And never underestimate what rain can do to your body bot physically and mentally. You can get fever when walking in rain (physical) or flu or etc. And you can... get very very sleepy when it is raining! Trust me, I was feeling really really sleepy today. And I have no idea why, even though I had a pretty much good sleep last night.

Oh and by the way, blogging with my lappy again :D

Anyway I wanted to blog last night but was too tired and lazy haha. So well yesterday I saw Neal sms when I woke up, asking me to go out. Then he called me, then Jeslyn joined, and we both planned to go out basically. And somehow co-incidentally, we were still laying on our beds! AKA we just woke up. So funny.

Met Jes at Vivo, Neal was late haha, by 30 minutes. But it's alright. Waited for him and we headed to eat lunchf irst at the chicken rice shop. Kind of shows how I love chicken rice, like in camp haha. Anyway after that went to walk around Vivo. Jes was looking for an earpiece/headset. Headed to Challenger and nothing.

I told her we could go to Funan to the headphone gallery. I wanna go there too to look for a more comfortable head set. Currently mine is kind of painful to the ear. Well I got mind, but she hasn't got hers. I bought another one which is nice and comfortable. The bass is nice too. Ate at Paradise Inn. I (or rather we) swear not to eat the zhi ma hu (black sesame paste) there again. All of us got stomachache after eating that. And it's sour.

Headed to Iluma cause we wanna try Jes' yoghourt shop thingy. And ate dinner at Manhattan fish market. And again, no more fish market haha. We prefer Fish&co. And then we trained back to home of course.

Today was a nothing to do much day. It was just as ordinary as an ordnary Sunday haha. Just that I felt really sleepy today. And I cooked dinner. Not bad, yummy haha.

Looking forward to Tuesday's CLS FO outing with my fellow teletubbies again. Gonna be awesome and fun. And hmm my mood hasn't been good these days. Cause I'm in a dilemma of thinking whether I should leave my band life in poly. I'm seriously in confusion right now.

Oh well, see ya then. Gonna be a long weel, hopefully I'll have things to occupy myself this week, Hopefully the registration and stuff will happen this week, And I'm making my student pass soon too. Okay see ya.

Music is a huge part of my life. So I'm thinking really really deeply.

CLS Camp!

The CLS camp is...

So AWESOME!!!!!! :D

I love my group teletubbies, mummy Wei Yi and daddy Joel! And all the time we all shared together in the camp! It is one of the best and awesome camp I've ever been to!

Anyway prepare for a long post!

So first day met with Justin, Thwe Ni, Candy, Gary and Russ at FC5 first. Met with a freshie called Firman and he's in Chemical Engineering. Then all of us had a small breakfast and we head off to meet the others near DSD. And we broke up into our groups.

And my group is called... TELETUBBIES! It was Candy's idea. I thought it was a funny idea cause I was reminded of some teletubbies ghost (our theme is freak show). But it turned out that everyone loved the idea of teletubbies. So we made our flags and do our cheer (which is loved by all the GMs and OCs!)

Then headed to bunk and proceeded to our games etc... Not realising we have two "traitors" in our group who are GMs and they took our flags and bottles away (-.-"). That Bryan (or Rui something) guy is like the best one. He really looked and acted like a freshie... He even talked to me... Ask me which school I am from, my course etc. And he's a GM. Gaahh. And Hui Xian who acted like another freshie too!

First day game was fun! The mud, the flour, the eggs (lets make a cake :P) and the water. And the coca cola plus garlic chilly drink. Gross. But fun! And I really love our group's enthusiasm. Like when other groups hate forfeit, we cheered and said.

"We love forfeit! We love forfeit! We love forfeit!"

First night was night walk. My partner was Jen and she rocks haha! Not an ordinary girl. We talked and crapped a lot during the night walk to keep us entertained and not so scared. And the best part was my action of repeating "I love chicken rice x 1000". And now the GMs and OCs call me the chicken rice guy mwahaha.

Second day was town-amazing race. The games are fun too, and again, I love our groups enthu-ness of doing all the games in public. the forfeit was a bit of an ahem (especially the card one) and some of the games as well but we love it! And we love forfeit, again! Mwahaha. It was tiring but it was fun walking along together, playing Daniel's "touch" game. And somehow it is during the walking that we bonded a lot as we talked along.

Trained back to school, bathed and then played a night game around SP. Chasing the freaks is like chasing the impossible. They are cross-country runners and they run REALLY fast. And then being chased by the jokers is another cool experience too. We were like freaking out to see red lights. But over all it was fun.

Campfire! Is one of the best part of the camp. Well.. That's because I am one of the shims in the shim night! AKA I was dressed like a girl. But please. I am STRAIGHT lol! Me no gay okay. Russ and Justin are shims too. But hmm... Justin, the 5th and 6th shim totally made the rest of the shim looked normal! Seriously speechless. And Justin is our shim winner! Haha

Well I don't mind being the shim for my group. Cause my group's motto is... Balls are more important than FACE!

Third day was normal, nothing to do much except for the packing up and etc. And we won the best group award! Woohoo! I thought it will be the Mad Haters who'll win cause they are like super ra-ra. But turned out that we won. Well daddy and mummy say the OCs love our team spirit and originality. Our first cheer is like their loved cheer haha.

Oh and we are supposed to get this like good and bad reviews from our team members. I seriously laughed looking at some of them. It goes like:

"You're not straight" (I am straight, no worries)

And someone else wrote

"Please be more gay" (I seriously hope a girl wrote this O.o) (And this is the opposite of the above!)

Best one

"You love chicken rice too much"

And Candy's and my favourite

"Being an enemy for a lot of times!"

So funny eh! But seriously, I don't know what to write on the bad columns of my friends. I mean they are all so good! Well so I wrote like "love chicken rice more" or "talk more or more enthu". And best for Wei Ping is "please laugh at my jokes" haha.

Anyway yup, that's all for the camp. Loved it totally! My group was like quiet during the first day. We didn't talk much, we didn't socialise, we didn't get high. But as the day goes, we all bonded more (especially during the games) and thus we all socialise more. So I love this transition where we all turn from strangers to brothers/sisters. It's not in every camp you got this you know.

And would like to thank mummy Wei Yi, papa Joel, my beloved teletubbies members all the GMs and all the OCs for this awesome camp! I really don't regret joining this camp and I don't regret being a SHIM! You only live once, so live it!

So yup! I love the CLS camp very much! And I would love to go next year as a a crew. Either as a photographer or a GM. Cause it's really fun haha. Love it! Okay anyway, I'm really tired and I sound like I break my voice for the second time... Super coarse. I can't even talk properly. So I'm being very very quiet now. Okay see ya peeps!

I'm proud to be a CLS student mwahaha.