Hello people, I'm in Sweden right now! It's freaking cold out here but it's nice! You can feel this "European feel" when you stepped into Stockholm. It's just different. The flight was alright, I am going to implement this new kind of blog, called "picture blog".

Since I didn't have the chance to blog in flight, I wrote it in my book! So I snap some pictures of the postings and gonna put it here. Then you can see. Of course there will be other pics as well. The problem is, I don't have the software to transfer the pic to my phone. If really cannot (touch wood_, gonna post it when I'm back in Singapore.

I'm having jet lag now, I feel like it's 6.30 here but it's only 12.30! Gosh... Whoa haha. Alright I'll post when I'm done. Shee ya!

SWEDEN

My love for Starbucks will never end...
Photography by Yours Truly
Materials: Starbuck Chai Tea Latte!

So, it's like a few hours more before I'll be heading to Changi for my trip. Oh boy I can't wait! Well yeah finally the day is here, the day I'm waiting for, wootsie. I'm not sure whether I'll be able to blog as often there, but I know my schedule's going to be tight! Cause we will be visitting Norway too. By cruise, plane, and train... Holy! Haha, I'm so going to enjoy the good view.

Right I've finished 2/5 of my additional assignments for Math but I'm still left with EL focus and history. Gosh, I just can't History somehow. I'll finish it, wo fa shi! Haha. Maybe doing it in the plane sounds fun yeah?

Alright I guess that's all for today, see you in Stockholm then! Ciao

Oh boy, it's here! Heh heh heh

One day, I shall write my symphony
Photography by Yours Truly
Materials: Pink fullscap from Adeline, pencil, ruler!

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Happy 200th post! Yayness haha!

Ok so this is my 200th post and I'm happy haha, finally I've reached that 200 mark! I'm so proud of my blog, why? Cause it has survived all my rantings and complaints and hatred and anger that I've put on him or is it a her?

So well today was a fun day! The SCs went to the West Coast Park for a meeting. Wanted to do a dry run but ended up having tons of fun! And thanks to Neal's game, which is really addictive. But we also went through some of the game for them to try out. Looks like they love the pass the message "picture style" game heh heh.

And tomorrow, is the day I'm waiting for. SWEDEN~ oh man I can't wait to see my sister there, and enjoy the trip. So I'll be away from 13 - 21, will be back by 22nd. So gonna miss first day of SC camp :( sorry guys.

As for the homework... I have a few choices. Chiong them tomorrow, and finish it before I go. Second, bring it to Sweden. Third don't do it till the last week. Seriously third choice is out! Hehe, first two choices are my choices. My sis told me that we'll be going to take train ride, a LOOONG train ride to somewhere so I guess I can use that time to do my homework. Hehe

Alright I'm going to pack up for tomorrow. Gonna be an exciting night! And it's going to be an exciting trip. I'll buy things back don't worry haha. Alright see ya all then.

My journey so far.

Ever wonder living in a white blank space?
Photography by: Yours Truly
Materials: Two piece of paper, blue stack!

Oh man, today, I swear, is one of the most freaking hot, boiling, melting, ovening, cooking, stir frying, hot DAY! You know it was so hot that my thermometer picks up the temperature which I see was 33.8 (wow, 3 degree Celsius difference from our body temperature). Thanks to my fan, I have managed to complete my English assignment with peace haha, even thought it's still a lil hot. So? STOP GLOBAL WARMING PEOPLE! :D

Today we had Math lesson in the morning and as I have guessed correctly, more homework for the supposedly-enjoyed holiday! Well I seriously don't know what to do. Gosh it's super frustrating... But now I'm left with lesser homework. And let me make a confession. I did one trigo paper while Mr Sia was going through lol, so I'm left with half of the paper now. :P

Right what else. Hmm two more days and I'll be in Sweden! I seriously can't wait. I'm both excited and nervous for this will be my first time flying for more than 6 hours (that was when I went to China) and this is my first out of Asia destination. I can't wait... I hope that the next 48 hours will pass quickly.

Well, I think I deserve this break for whatever that have gone through. I just want to forget everything, just enjoy the time. Yup. But still I can't run from the deadly clutch of the Math homework, damn it!

Alrighty I guess that's all for the day, 199th post! I'm going to make the 200th post something special. Alrighty see ya!

Hope everything goes well. Nah, it will go well.

Right, before I sleep, share something with ya'll alright. It's a song I just composed like two weeks ago. This is my first time composing a 5/4 song, which means the beat goes like 1 2 3 4 5 instead of 1 2 3 4 or 1 2 3. You can try counting, it's fun haha.

Since this is my first time, there are few slips here and there but uhh it's okay I guess. The song is hyperly repetitive too, I know. I'll make a better 5/4 song next time.



Alright so please flood me with comments, be it negative or positive, cause only through mistake that I will learn. Okay ciao!

Sometimes I wonder, whether I'll be there someday.

Hey, I'm not going to blog anything about today. But I would rather blog what I'm feeling currently. But today was fun, thanks SC's and a good news, I AM going for the camp :)

Sometimes I wonder, what I will be, what's my future, what will tomorrow be, what will me in 10 years time be. How about my future, my wish, my hope, my dreams, my aspiration, what I want to do, what I will love doing.

How about the past? Does it just go and go by? How about the present? Is it just telling me that the past is gone and now it's time to brace the future? Even though it may be as bitter as the present? I'll never know what's going to come. Neither do I know of my future.

Sometimes I wonder. Why can't I be like everyone else. Why can't I be a normal 16 year old boy, doing what a normal 16 year old does, doing what I love doing, but why? It's never fun. The worst thing is, I don't know who's at fault. I don't have the heart to blame anyone. I don't have the heart to say it out loud. I don't have it. I don't.

It's so hurtful to hear it, to see it, to feel it. I can feel it just by listening. I can see it even thought you're not here. I can even foresee it. I blame myself and you're blaming me as well. In an indirect manner. So who's fault is it? No one knows.

I feel like crying whenever this happens. Not on the outside, but inside my heart. It's just so pain, pain, excruciating pain. And no one can feel it. Please. And the future? Oh God, I wouldn't even dare to look. Sometimes I wonder, are you really you? Am I really I?

I just wonder and wish, one day I'll be who I am, who I want to be, who I should be, where I want to be, doing the things I want to do. I'll just wait, and wait, I guess. It's just a matter of time, perhaps, or will it take an eternity? No one knows for sure.

It's painful, I know. It is.

What's up people, beautiful day ain't it? For me it is, haha! My internet just died, how great. It has revived now though, which is good. Today is beautiful because, I got my ticket and visa! Haha, and I also officially finished my math homework. Yummy.

Let me share you something funny. Well I went to the internet to book right, and they tell me to go to the Thai Airways office to buy my ticket. The site says it's somewhere in Raffles Place in a building called the globe. Sadly when I reached Raffles Place, I don't see "The Globe" on the map. So I decided to take the risk and venture myself in a labyrinth of skyscrapers and roads.

So I asked the passenger service and she said "Go up, turn right, walk straight, exit through F". So I'm like okay.... And I got myself out. When I went out, what I saw was the picture on top. Just this massive, colossal building. So I dared myself and walk here, cross there, turn here and there. Then I knew I was lost. My intuition says so.

Then I decided to walk and I saw this "...smooth as silk" and it sounds so familiar! DUH of course, it's the Thai Airways office, and I passed by, without even realising that it was beside me. Haha, I just smiled, wanted to laugh but people will think I'm retarded.

Alright I guess that's all for the day. Oh Beatrice asked me to put pictures to put my blog more vibrant so from today onwards, I'll show you my collections of photos, taken by me! Don't worry it's not going to be my picture, I'm not zi lian for your information. Haha alright ciao!

I wanna live a normal life. I wonder whether I can.