What's going on

Hello, today was a... Not so good day. Shall not write it here. The three words that can describe today for me are "what's going on". I just wish for life to make a better turn and that for everything to be alright. I don't want things to go wrong :( Sigh....

Today was an alright day I guess. I finally finished "enhancing" my logbook and I can't wait to show it hehe. I'm kinda proud of what I've done. To know that it's been (going to) 8 weeks since I began my ITP, I realised I have come a long way. And I have a longer way to go. But nevertheless bring it on :) The end is near. Though it may not be in sight from my eyes, I know it's in sight in my mind.

I decided to walk home from school just now. Things going on, so I just want to take my mind off somewhere. Somewhere far and nice. So I walked home with music in my ears, it was such a nice afternoon. Such a nice afternoon. Though it was kinda humid and hot, there was the wind that kept things cool. It was really pleasant, should do it more often :)

And when I reached home I did the same thing like last Monday, where I just sat down outside my room. Unknowingly falling asleep to know that the night has fallen. It was so blissful really. I love it. I just... Need some break I guess.

Recently I've fallen in love again (I actually love the song) with Coldplay's Paradise. I love the song the first time I heard it. After doing read ups and re-reading the lyrics with detail, I realise what a wonderful and meaningful song it is. So yeah, it's a great song for me to remind myself that this, could, be, paradise.



Well I know most of us may just think the chorus is a nice and catchy "Para, para, paradise~" but if you read again to the lyrics....

From the top

So she ran away in her sleep, and dream of para, para, paradise everytime she closed her eyes
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In the night the stormy night, away she flies, and dream of para, para, paradise
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So lying underneath the stormy skies, she said ooh the sun must set to rise
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This could be para, para, paradise

Somehow the last few phrases caught my ears, I love the phrase "I know the sun must set to rise" even though we're underneath the stormy skies. I guess the song just goes to show even though in life, we don't get what we want, things don't go in a way we want to go to, we wish we can be in a "paradise", we don't realise that this, our lives, IS actually a paradise.

It's all in the mind! (Y)

Okay just sharing what I like about this song. So remember people!

Underneath the stormy skies, I know the sun must set to rise!