Tremors

And oh yes, I forgot, did you guys feel the tremor? I felt it too... Scary eh... And it's from Sumatra there. ><

Hope all these quakes will come to an end...

A place I could call my own

Pretty flowers. But. It's just a leaf.
Photography by Yours Truly.
It hurts. I let you go.

Hello people, sigh, as I know, more shocking results stroke me. But I am pleased with my AM marks, I was hmm, quite pleased. The rest was rather shocking. Negatively.

And I still had insomnia, which is rather bad but improving, cause I had 3 hours of sleep last night. Amazing right? And I woke up late! But that was because my alarm clock was dead. And it was dead at 5.30 AM. So in my mind it was 5.30... Okay ten more minutes and it goes on and on. And it was 6.50! But I made it on time. Just on time.

Well results were a little scary to find out. But no, I'm going to do better. And I am also looking forward for the Prom and Grad night after the Os! I don't know why, I know it's going to be sad, but I know it's going to be filled with ego and pride too. Weee.

You know, I always feel like giving up? But sometimes I just tell myself. My 7 years here are not going to be wasted just like that. It's just not worth it. Nope, not worth it at all. And also my blood, sweat and tears spent here won't go into the drain. Hell no.

So... Never give up people. Don't let your hard work go into the drain. What's the point? Right?

Okay I'm feeling rather moody today haha, I don't know why. Guess my menstruation is kicking in. Or maybe my results. I don't know. Okay I guess that's all for today. See you!

You know, isn't it obvious? Haha

Chances are...

Our time is running out.
Photography by Yours Truly.
I love Jasmine tea!

Hello people, depressing day for me today haha. First the result, and second the insomnia.

Well firstly, last night I couldn't sleep at all. I went to be at 1, and I couldn't sleep and I simply closed my eyes until like 2 AM. I decided to listen to my ipod, well yes, in a sense it made me feel sleepy but I couldn't sleep again until like 4 AM. And I woke up at 6. Amazing, 2 hours of sleep.

The good thing is that I didn't feel sleepy at all today, except when I went out to eat with Jes and Neal. I started to shut my eyes and I even fell asleep during my bus trip home.

Anyone has tips on how to stop insomnia?

Well as for the results, it was rather depressing to know most of my result. My SS was horrendous, my History was alright, thanks a lot to Stalin it pulled my marks up. Physics MCQ was a WOW. Yeah, a negative WOW haha. I'm rather surprised with my Literature P1 mark. And in the other hand, I'm very happy that I get my first 70 for my EM Paper one.

Tomorrow, more shocks will appear.

Well I think all of the teachers are right, we're going to feel depressed these days thanks to all of these results. But no. These results actually drive me even more to do better! Hehe. Yeah, I don't and I won't see these grades again next year in my O Level result slip. I hope my lowest grade would be a 3, or better.

Anyway today was normal I guess, I studied a little Physics and Biology. Need to work more and harder yes. I want to do well, and I will do well. And I hope all of us can do well. And leave a legacy haha, as Ms Manjit said. Who knows?

Alright that's all for today people, more shocks coming up, more depressing moments, but it's okay. I'll face it. Like a MAN lol! See you then.

I'm okay with it. Seriously. I don't care.

One more war to go

Don't run away from your fear. Embrace it.
Photography by Yours Truly.
Taken on my table, and that's my piano cover! Lol

Ooh yeah baby, prelim is over! But nope, I'm not happy nor relaxed (A little hehe) because, O Level is the main thing! I'm just warming up you know, like a pre-war preparation. Like I'm stocking up on my weapons now... And yes.

Today Chem paper was a little okay, but it's so damn freaking tricky. And I felt so depressed because there are questions that I did before and I get it wrong, and I did it again, and I get it wrong again. How can I be so careless? GOD. Haha, it's okay, shi bai shi cheng gong zhi mu.

Anyway as what Mr Andy said, we have to do this self-reflection of every exam. So I guess I shall do mine here.

What I did good.

I think my time management is improving, except for some paper. And I feel that my planning for every paper was going according to plan in like 80% of the time.

What I did bad.

My time-management still can be improved, I need to be more focused, my revision time can also be improved and yeah. And I'm not perfect, so I'm sure I can do better.

That's it for my reflection haha. Today after my paper, I went to SLEEP right after I ate my lunch. For your info, I only had 5 hours of sleep last night, I couldn't sleep, no matter how hard I try. And the siesta I had was sooooooooo NICE. I slept from 2 - 6 and yeah, it's like one of the best siesta I've ever had. Yum.

Well tonight, I don't know what I will be doing. Either I'm going to study, or take a break, or do nothing. But the first choice is most probably the best choice hehe. Time's precious yeah.

Alright I guess that's all for today. Tomorrow school is going back to normal. Result s will be out and I'm looking forward to it. Bad or good, it's all about accepting. Anyway remember.

We are all born to be weak. But we grow strong. Remember that!

The radio

Thanks Waiyee... But it doesn't look like me.
Photography by Yours Truly.
Drawing by CHEANG Waiyee HAHAHA

Hello people, decided to blog now cause I wanna spend the night studying. Plus I have to fetch my sister from the airport later so yeah.

Hmm today is alright I guess, just a typical Sunday I usually have, that's all. I didn't do much today, I wanna take a break, but gonna start to study soon. I guess this is my life, this is how my Sunday feels like. It's weird but it's amazing how I always live my Sunday like this.

Anyway these days I've been dreaming weird dreams. And I think it's because I study too much that I dreams of studies. I once dreamed about that funny history O Level, I dreamed once about studying again. But the funny thing is that I always forget the dreams I had after I woke up. It's so... Weird and it's annoying cause your mind is wondering what the dream is, but you don't know!

I know that I dreamed something weird last night... Something like I went to a place with my friends, and then I forgot what happened. It's really weird but it's true haha. Oh well, some say that dreams are just your brain playing tick on you. Some say they are the key to your imagination (provided you dream about proper things). I don't know.

Dreams are interesting, all the absurd and funny things can happen inside there.

I'm listening to this radio stream in itunes now and their music are nice! It's a US radio station I think. They have radio that plays movie soundtrack, Classical baroque, chill out music and more! I feel that Singapore should have more radio stations that play more different genre.

Well I do enjoy listening to Symphony 92.4, Class 95, Yes 93.3, 91.3 and X-FM 96.3. But if there's more radio that plays like chill out songs... Contemporary songs, Asian AND Western contemporary and more, I think it would be great.

Just a piece of my opinion though.

Okay I guess that's all for today, it's been a great, sunny Sunday. And I seriously love to chill out by listening to music. I listened to this music for like 4 minutes while closing m eyes and I felt that 20 mins had gone. Wee haha. Okay see ya!

C'est la vie!

It's over

Lime lime lime.
Photography by Yours Truly
Taken somewhere in Singapore

No no, I'm not saying Prelim is over haha, there's still one more paper to go. Loving it!

And yes it's 30 more days to O Level, how lovely and how exciting! I love O Level you know, I'm serious! Hehe

Talking about exams and studies, I didn't do much today... And yes I feel kind of guilty for doing so. But I did Chem in the morning, and spent the afternoon on the TV, and cooking! I cooked some lemon spaghetti today, I would say it's nice, just that there's too much pepper haha.

Watched Project Runway Season 5 Marathon on Discovery T&L and they (the designers) are so cool! Except for Kenlee... RAWR. And I love Leanne... Her designs are simple, nice and cute. She's also pretty lol! But I also love Kartom's designs. It's so green, but I love it.

Hmm yeah, that's all for the day. Gonna start revising and finishing my revision. So far done one cycle of Chem, like hmm "unofficially". I don't really how to finish a cycle. For me, I read TYS, do TYS and read my revision notes, which is like according to the syllabus. So I count that as a revision.

Alright then, see you guys! Take break and study smart!

Oh well, lets get going.

Hey dear

Simplicity, and deliciousness.
Photography by Yours Truly.
Guess who says that phrase?

Hello people, whew, been a really chaotic week due to all the exams. Okay personally how did I do this week? Hmm let me put it this way, I don't know. But I'm honestly looking forward to seeing my result. Bad or good, I'll face it. If it's good, I'll continue improving, if it's bad I'll do something with it (for the better of course).

We're all born to be weak. But we grow strong. And it's all up to us.

That's the only thing I wanna tell myself hehe.

Anyway today I had paper one for Physics and Biology. Bio was alright, but a not to myself, I have to learn more diagrams haha. Physics was a killer I guess. And I stupidly bring Chemistry instead of Physics today... So spent the one hour break doing nothing much.

Well it's either I'm getting forgetful/careless/tired/blur but today, I dropped my wallet twice on the way to school and from school to Clementi! Thank God I have two kind souls who reminded me that I dropped my wallet. And in the morning, this guy was looking for me just to pass me my wallet. Luckily I was still around the bus so we kinda met. Thank you the two strangers haha.

Spent the rest of the day slacking, I fell asleep from 1-4 haha, I was too tired, simply too tired. And I ate steak for dinner! It's so yummy, and filling. And I had a good walk just now. Walked along sixth avenue! The whole length! Haha. It was enjoyable though, with the evening sky, and breeze accompanying me.

And yayness for new songs. I bought those "High Society" CDs like they show in TV. Some of the songs are really nice, the rest are... Bleah. But I love Duel's Theme from Merry Christmas Mr Lawrence. It's so... Haha. And I can't wait for Five For Fighting and Michael Buble album to be released in October. They really have some nice songs.

Okay, that's all for today, it's been a great week, and I feel better after blogging. Told you how I love blogging. Alright people, see ya then!

Hey dear, I just want to tell you that...
(Please people, don't be childish and think of childish things when you read this, it's just a random line... Not that I love someone lol)