Tuesday 30 April 2019

Still Sleeping

I've been really busy as usual for the end of the month and... Yes, I'm just gonna do a quick post about the great music of April! To be honest I'm feeling really lazy these days to describe the albums/music hahaha. Ever since I keep a bullet journal, I've been doing the same (great music of each month) and yeah, I'm feeling lazy to do this twice heh. So I'm just going to share with you the music alright! :)

Great Music of April:
- Esja by Hania Rani (album)
- The Cure To Loneliness by Jai Wolf (album)
- Grim Town by Soak (album)
- Fear + Love by Marina (album)
- In The End by The Cranberries (album)
- By and By by Nitsua
- Forevermore by Yuna
- How Long Will This Last by Blossom
- Memory of Love by Satria Jaya
- Spirit of The Elders by Satria Jaya

Song of the Month: Forevermore by Yuna

Alright I'm going to talk about a few albums! Some interesting finds this month :)

Okay mixed feelings about the last studio album from The Cranberries. Dolores' passing last year was really a sad news for me, because I grew up with their music, and her voice. But to release a final album (which they are still finalising, when Dolores was still alive) is truly making me sad. It's like... I knew I won't hear another album from them because Dolores is no longer here with us. But nevertheless, I think it's a great album. Thank you The Cranberries for the decision to release the album. And to Dolores, I will miss your voice :( Take care wherever you are alright. We love you!

I discovered this album called Relaxations d'ailleurs: Bali from Spotify I think. I'm not sure how I came across the album, but I think it was from one of those Bali Lounge playlist haha. And oh my goodness I really love the album! Although it's a compilation album, most of the songs are written by a musician called Satria Jaya. I haven't been able to find lots of information on the artist, but wow his music is amazing. The songs combine Balinese singing with Balinese instrumentation and it truly feels like you're in Bali. Free way to "go" to Bali, just play this album! Haha.

Last but not least, I'm currently obsessed with Yuna's song Forevermore. I love the lyrics, the melody and the video. But what really made me love this song is the fact that she added some Malay elements in it! The melody from the pantun, the sounds of gong, and the video about life in Malaysia. I'm not a Malaysian but it's truly endearing to see a fellow Southeast Asian musician adds these elements in her music, for the world to listen to! Tahniah to Yuna, love the song!

Alright I think I'm not going to elaborate the new albums/music from this month onwards haha. I'm getting lazier oops. But yeah. That's all for now, back to work. See you all soon :)

Saturday 20 April 2019

Sexy Killers

So recently a documentary has hit Indonesia by storm. It is titled Sexy Killers and it's about the negative impacts of the coal industry in Indonesia, and how the elites play a part in this coal empire. It was quite a rather controversial documentary because it was released on YouTube 4 days before the election. And the producer and writer of the documentary was "accused" of trying to "encourage" people not to vote, because something about both candidates were mentioned in the documentary.

Which to me is a ridiculous assumption, because well, it doesn't make me feel that way.

Okay so I've heard about this Sexy Killers documentary via Greenpeace Indonesia. They were documenting the screenings of the documentary in various cities in Indonesia, before the documentary was published on YouTube. So I thought it was an exclusive documentary that's shown for screenings etc. When I found out that it was on YouTube, I was eager to give it a watch.

Well I've watched a few other documentaries about the environment. One was Cowspiracy and another one is... I forgot the title but it was about the Chinese environmental issues. Another one was about the deforestation in Brazil. These documentaries shared a common point - how gigantic empires, and the elites of the country actually play a part in these "businesses". Sometimes it reminds me of terrifying power can be. Especially inside a government and in countries.

Sadly the documentary is in Indonesian but I hope you can still give it a watch.

Okay I want to discuss about two things here.

Firstly, the documentary is criticised for not showing three sides of the issue - positive, negative and neutral. Yes, the documentary only shows the negative impacts of coal mining and the building of coal powered steam power plants. A few artists and Instagrammers show their displease on the fact that there are people who benefited from these plants. Like new workfields are being created, and how some villages' infrastructure are being improved by the companies.

But my question is, is it worth the critic when people are actually dying? Children fell into quarries left open by the mining companies. People suffer from respiratory problems, and people homes' become dirty from the pollution. How farmers' lands are being taken away, some without payment. How fishermen are no longer able to fish because big ships loaded with coals leave a negative impact on the marine life. These are the points highlighted in the documentary.

And another question is: do you really think the companies want to open up and talk about these things? There was a segment where the province head of west Kalimantan was asked to comment about the children drowning issues and his reply is simply something along the line of "oh yes that's the poor fate of those children, we'll take actions etc". I mean like... Doesn't this already show a something in regards of the whole issue? I mean.. Come on.

I had a nice convo with Try regarding this issue, how he mention that a documentary/journalism doesn't really have to do these 3 side documentations thing. I think Sexy Killers wants to show the issue of the coal industry, and they have done just that. Nothing's wrong with that in my opinion. Also I read from another post that we cannot put documentary and journalism side by side. Which I agree.

The second thing I was to discuss is the "accusation" that the documentary is aimed to make people not vote for the election. To me... No. The documentary is simply showing the issues of the industry. Whether people will want to vote or not, isn't that the decision of the people? For me personally I don't think that's the aim of the documentary. Even if I don't vote, it doesn't improve the situation!

Yes, after watching the documentary I feel really hopeless and emotional. So emotional I couldn't sleep heh. It made me truly reflect on everything. Electricity, nature, environment, country, and economy. It made me think what can I do to make things better. What can the government do to make things better. I become more conscious at the things that I do everyday. Electricity consumption, saving the earth and so on. And how much we take things for granted really.

Anyway. To me the documentary made me wonder why isn't the government pushing for green energy? I believe that the money that goes to these industries can also be put into green energy research or something. There are already some companies and other normal people who use solar energy. Why can't the government push for solar? When Indonesia already has an abundance of sunlight. I do know that our current president is looking to install wind energy. There's a wind farm in Sulawesi, and 2 more (I think) are coming to my hometown (yay!) and Kalimantan.

Whenever I think about climate catastrophe, I feel really hopeless. More often I feel very powerless to change things. Because somehow... I feel that it's the people "up there" who holds the power to change. But they don't want to. Because of whatever reasons they have. We can ask them I guess.

Thankfully for me personally my parents always push me to stop wasting electricity since young heh. So it becomes a habit. Switching lights off when not in use, and so on. But I think we can do more than that. Reducing (or even cutting off) our consumption of plastics, going meatless (yes!) and stop buying things we don't need. This planet is dying, and not many people are taking actions.

Okay that's all from me. I just need to let my thoughts and feelings out on this topic heh. I hope you had a great long weekend. And an awesome remainder of April! I will see you soon.

Thursday 18 April 2019

Exhausting Election

So yesterday was the 2019 election day for Indonesia, and I am so so happy that it's over. Because I swear it's been such an exhausting election season! With the many attacks, defenses, hoaxes and whatever shit that has filled Indonesia in these months. It's very tiring. I mean why can't we all be open to having conversations about politics instead of just attacking left and right. It's absurd.

People are divided, marginilised, pushed to one side during this period and it's crazy!

I went to vote in the afternoon and as usual I'm just hoping for the best for Indonesia. At the end of the day, it is my country who votes for the next president - not me. I am part of Indonesia. You know during this period, I never talked to anyone about the election. About my choices and so on. Because I realised most people are just kind of looking for "similar supporters". So when they find out that you vote for a candidate that is different from them, they will just "attack" you.

And the most absurd thing is, they believe in hoaxes, or even information that may not be true.

So yeah. I'm glad the election is over. Now we just wait for the official results.

Saturday 13 April 2019

Happy Record Store Day!

Once again, I'm not taking part in this year's RSD, cause, life. HAHAHA.

But would like to say thank you to my trusty Record Shop in Indonesia, Millers Record for helping me get some RSD releases! Especially Olafur Arnalds' RSD version of re:member. Man I really really want to get that album but because I know I won't be in RSD, I felt a bit sad that I won't be able to get it but boom, Millers Record got it! So thank you so much for getting me a copy of that. Also got Madonna's RSD of La Isla Bonita single and remix of it. Which is one of my favourite songs from her!

Well I think it's getting harder for me to join RSD in the future. And so far I only got one RSD special release, which is Shura's Touch single on a hot pink vinyl mwahaha. Which was also sent by an angel from Glasgow. Thanks Mandy! But well, I still stand firm with the idea of buying physical format.

There's just really something about collecting physical format. And I've been doing this for 17 years mind you haha. Even though it's not vinyls but CDs. I'm still going to continue doing this until I can't, or until the music industry has stopped producing physical formats. Which I hope not.

Alright that's all for this short random post! Once again happy Record Store Day eveeryone.

Here's to the people who still believe that music needs a physical manifestation!

Keep spinning.

Sunday 7 April 2019

Qing Ming

View from my grandparent's tomb

So we went for Qing Ming, AKA the tomb-cleaning festival that happens every 5th April (+/- 10 days) back on Wednesday. Usually people are supposed to bring food, fruits etc to the tombs as offerings for their ancestors. But my family, being innovative, always do the food offerings at the house altar, then go to the tombs for prayers mwahaha. Well yeah it's easier I guess!

Thankfully it was a public holiday so my family were able to gather for the prayers. And I think many people do the same too, as seen from the decorated tombs, and tombs scattered with fresh flowers. 

Qing Ming, like my mum always tells me, is a day that reminds us that we don't come out of a rock haha. I always find it amazing whenever I think of my existence here today, as I ponder upon my many previous generations. What were they doing, who were they, where were they and so on.

Also it's one year since my late aunt's passing. So it was a great day to visit her tomb again.

It's a day that reminds me of many things. Impermanence, existence and more.