If life were a song

Hello peeps, I have one more paper to go, woots! Sadly, I'm discontented right now, with my own stupidity. Okay let's not talk about that. Hmm what else yeah? Today as usual Math focus, but we ended early at 10 and after that as usual went to eat with Neal, Sherman and Jie Long. For the first time I see Jie Long eat two portions of food! How cool haha. Then I went home and SLEEP! Honestly I didn't have enough sleep this week, thanks to CA1. So I was planning to have a good night rest last night but uh huh, we have Math so I have to wake up early. So to replace the time, I sleep after math haha, for like 4.5 hours. Okay I guess that's all, Saturday is not a blogging day really. Okay See you then!

Sometimes I wonder, if being a normal person is better than being a person of an authority.

Just a little of my passion :)

Hey peeps, check out my Bella's lullaby but also known originally as River Flows in You by Yiruma. Here it is, I just play this for relaxation (thanks to exam yeah) and please, please, please flood my tagboard with your comments (bad good I don't care) so yup! Here it is, hope you can relax with this lol.

Bella's lullaby, enjoy! :D

1, 2, 3, 4... (Hi five?)

1st two periods, Biology CA1! 2nd two periods, Emath mock test!, 3rd two periods, Chinese Ca1! 7th period, RECESS! 8-9 period, English Summary trial test! 10-11 period, Geo test (for Geog students hahaha). This is my first time, in my history of tests in Tanglin Secondary School, that I have 3 consecutive tests in 6 consecutive periods! How, COOOL. And I'm glad to be a history student, because we don't have any test today unlike the Geography students! Instead, we watched a WWII video and it's kind of terrifying. Alright school went well, the Ca1 papers are loving me so much but it is obvious that Chinese hates me a lot. Well, it's life, I seriously don't know what to do for Chinese. I feel like giving up but yet I feel I love it. I don't know. Alright tomorrow Emath will have a date with us and we love it. I hope the date will run smoothly, I hope she won't put tantrum on us. Alright, see you then! I gotta reviseee.

Love is like the wind. You can't see it, but you can feel it.

Horrible beginning

Today the Ca1 starts, with what other better way than doing... PHYSICS! Oh GOD! I honestly.... Okay I don't wish to talk about it. Then I received my mathematica mock paper result and again, I don't wish to talk about it. Honestly it's such a HORRIBLE way to start my CA1. I hope it's just the beginning. I'm looking forward to see a fabulous progress. Okay, let my sorrow burn in the fire of passion, and let the ashes flew over my heart, growing a garden of flowers and hope.

It's horrible, to be the "little" one

Sleep

Hello, today was a normal day, as usual we had our math focus until 11. Then the day went on as usual, just that I was sleeping from 2.30 to 6.30 cause I ate my medicine which causes drowsiness haha, well what a good remedy to sleep hah! Okay what else to say? I don't know haha, not really in the mood to blog lols. Okay see you then

I hate it when people discriminate me, or using my name to discriminate others.

TO TSMB-ians

TSMB!!!! I AM NOT THAT adi GUY IN THE BAND BLOG, PLEASE DO NOT THINK IT'S ME. IT'S EITHER SOMEONE WHO HATED ME OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT BUT IT'S NOT ME. AND TO WHOEVER YOU'RE DISCRIMINATING MY NAME CAUSE THAT IS NOT MY NAME. SERIOUSLY IT'S NOT FUNNY! AS A MUSICIAN IT'S ALL UP TO ME, NOT UP TO THE CONDUCTOR! WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!?!?!?!

Enjoy, not really.

Okay, somehow, on Wednesday, after school, my throat felt like something was stuck inside there. On Thursday, I had SEVERE headaches, fever and flu (like suddenly?) and the doctor told me, throat infection! Cool. And today I was still feeling dizzy and feverish, that's why I didn't go P.E. The school went as normal as it is usually on Friday. After school stayed back with Jes, Ade and MF at Mr Sia's home room while waiting for Jes to take her retest and actually we wanted to ask Mr Sia about binomial but... He went teaching the Sec 3's and we were kinda "neglected" haha, so we went ahead with doing our assignments which most of us have not finished. Then went to Orahcrd to go and have dinner with my dad's colleague who is here right now, then spent the rest of the evening taking a walk and shopping! Haha. Well I know you guys will be saying like "CA! is here and you are SHOPPING?!" Well my answer to that is, I've enough of revision this week and I need a BREAK. Anyway I got myself a new pair of shoes and a new pencil box! And something irritating happened when I buy my shoe @ converse.

Me : Do you have size 13?

Assistant (A) : Hmm are you sure it is enough for you? I think it's too big.

Me: Yeah I bought size 12 last time and it was too tight.

It's true, if not why would I buy a new pair of shoes?

A : Okay hold on.

Try try try

Me : Okay I think it's too big, maybe a size 11

This is odd cause my shoes now are like 12 and it's tight.

A : Okay I'll get you one.

While getting a new one she talked to another assistant and she was talking softly in Chinese (or English) and this is what I heard.

A : Size 13 so big.... What if size 12... Siao!..... Stupid ar.... (Putting up bu shuang face)

And I was like WTH? Don't think I can't speak and understand Chinese or English okay? And it IS a FACT that the shoes I bought was size 12 and it was so tight that my small toe swelled due to friction! It's like gosh, just trying cannot meh? I'm a big guy HELLO, if I'm a P1 kid and I asked for a size 12 of course it's kind of rediculous! I'm 16 and I have friends who are wearing size 13's! And I have difficulty looking for shoes that are that sizes! And if I don't know that Singapore Converse shoes are bigger than the one I bought (In Indo, same shop, same brand), then I'm sorry but you don't have to put up that face? GOSH. Okay that's all for the night, I have maths tomorrow and I hope I'm not late (again). See ya!

Sometimes there's no real meaning to service.

Happy 130th post!

Okay, I'm just blogging to ease the pain of studying haha, I've just finished my revision for Amath's mock test tomorrow. Whew today was seriously a tough day, cause we had 3 tests in ONE day. How cool! And one test is a major one, which is my History CA1. I think I did pretty well for it, confident that I can pass, maybe an A2? Lit test was kinda horrible cause I didn't manage to write everything in the given time, I was rushing, really rushing. Emath mock test was okay, just that I managed to lose 5 marks, cause my matrices question were like totally wrong so yeah, gotta prepare for Mr Sia's scolding. CA1 is starting next week and I'm kinda excited about it. Hmm I think I got a karma for making fun of Neal's voice when he was sick last week, cause I'm having sore throat now! It's so pain when swallowing things for me. And I hope I get better quickly. Okay that's all for the day! See you then.

It's back to the library days, I guess.

Is life really getting tougher? Or is it just me getting lazier haha.

Okay I seriously hate Sundays, for those of you who regard Sundays as your most favorite day, I'm sorry to say I hate it. Somehow Sundays are my moody day? Like for example last Sunday, I wanted to do this and that but I ended up not doing much of those things. Today the same thing happened. And it's even worst. I didn't have ANY mood to do anything. How sucky can it be? I don't know what's happening but yeah. Anyway I just finished my EL homework (which I actually plan to do in the afternoon) and I'm still left with 2, which is an essay writing and comprehension. I'm going to do it tomorrow. This week I'll be having two (or more?) tests. One is a major one which is my history CA1 and the other one is my Amath mock test. Wow. Life is seriously getting tougher don't you think so? Okay I wanna rest. See you!

I guess my life symphony is at one of its allegro con fuoco movement today.

Love is in the air...

Hmmm... I feel really weird playing the computer right now. Come to think of it, It's been like a few days since I TOUCHED the computer. Well can't do much anything about it, I'm super duper busy. Today as usual we had Amath focus, then in the evening went to watch Fuchun Concert band's concert at Republic Polytechnic. Honestly they play is beautifully but I honestly feel some memebers of the band has no posture AT ALL. Especially this clarinet guy and this flautist who slouched their back wayyyy back to the chair. What's this! Haha and the clarinet guy was happily tapping his feet away. Yeah. Then something funny/em,barassins happened on our way back to Clementi in the MRT. So Syafiqah and me were doing my Biology homework, which is about Sexual reproduction. Human ones I mean. So what happened is this.
Me: Eh this is one is what ar?
Syafiqah: Oh yah hor, don't have tha one.
Me: Ya lar! Where's the penis!
And everyone burst out in laughter. Then Qiu Yi told me
Qiu Yi: Adi! OMG cover your file!
So I was like huh? And yeah I used my file as the back on my paper so that I can write properly and what I didn't realise was that my file is tranparent and on the back of the file was a piece of Tanglin Fullscap paper and I was like OMG. Everyone was laughing including this old couple who were sitting opposite me. Then I told the people around me.
Me: For the sake of Biology, we don't have to feel embarassed or disgusting right?
The woman opposite me laughed and she nodded and all of us were still laughing. Well anyway it was funny. and this is the reason why I love hanging out with my friends. Okay well tomorrow my sis is coming back to Singapore again and I'm still faced with lots of homework... So homework time tonight! Okay see you.

Thanks to everyone who gave me the wonderful Valentine's day gifts! Happy Valentine's day!

Love love love love love love

Okay peeps, I'm again, seriously tired today. I fell asleep in Physics class like almost 5 times but thanks to Soon Hong and Xia Yi who non-stoply woke me up constantly. Thank God after Physics was English Essay lesson! I LOOOOVE Ms Manjit classes okay, not only it is fun, it is hip, it s enjoyable and it gives a whole new meaning of learning! Who says all you have to do is to sit, stare at the teacher and copy notes and overload your brain with informations? NO! hahaha. Then the rest went as usual. After focus went to help Brenda and gang to make the Ferrero-Roses hahaha until about 7. We had fun basically... And Sem seriosuly made us laugh, Sherman too. Then went home with Sem and Sherman. Wanted to eat at Kopitiam but there was no seat so too bad, bubble tea it is then. Reached home, ate my da-bao-ed nasi lemak and the bathed and did my Chemistry! I'm finished and I was then looking for LOOOOVE songs because I'm inside the song and dedication thingy for SC, so we gotta spread the LOOOOVE in the air on Friday. Well sadly, you know I'm a classical freak and not more of a pop/rock freak. So basically I don't have LOOOOVE songs but I do have one LOOOOVE classical song by Edward Elgar, which is none other than Salut d'amour which means Salute to LOOOOVE! Edward is such a romantic gentleman, he composed it for his beloved wife, how cool! I was having a hard time till Annabel and Neal helped me in choosing the songs but still, I know only like 1/2 of the songs they mentioned, the rest was "what's that?" "What the heck is that" and so on. Alright I gotta go, we have a differentiation test tomorrow and I wanna do well in it so... Revision time! Okay bye!

Please support the SC's! And support me! Those who want to share their messages to their friend/bf/bff/bffaeaeaeaeaeaeaeae please tell me, J-ing or Reena! We can dedicate songs too!

When you're exhausted, physically and mentally

Okay seriously, I'm freaking tired today and yesterday. Today I was kind of "empty". Everything seemed blur and blank to me and I spent most of my time kinda blanking in lessons. First of all I was drained because we ran 2.4 today (and I failed by two minutes). Then the rest was also dragged by it because I was too tired. Then we had band which lasted till 6.30. How cool right? I fell asleep just now after my dinner but luckily my friends sms me asking stuff, which made me wake up! Thank you all :D Then I studied my probability as we're having a test tomorrow. After studying, I finished my algebra worksheet! Woot another homework "killed". So I'm left with three more homework which is Amath workbook, Chemistry worksheet and Letter writing, which I'm planning to kill two tomorrow. Alright I'm honestly tired now, so I guess see you tonight then!

I won't be blogging as much, yeah. Beware of the FLU VIRUS!

Music

Well today was as I said our SYF sound check today. The day started with our Math focus, everything went well EXCEPT for that stupid fogging which results in Mr Sia's class being uper duper smoky and smelly. And we took like 20-30 mins just to let the guy fog plus let the fog clear the classroom but after that we went as per normal (including the homework too!). Then went for band, which we practised for a while and then headed tp SCH for that sound cehck stuff. I missed SCH, the place we went like 2 years ago, where my heart beat in lightning speed as I entered the hall, and seeing 6 people sitting and giving me that cold gaze that somehow tells "You better play well" kind of look. Well I am SUPER worried of myself, and the band. First of all Jonathan and Jia Hui told me that they couldn't hear the flutes AT ALL. Secondly, I really play terribly. Thirdly, I need to practise. Well, it's not really the matter of practising but more of passion. As I said what's the point of articulating each note PERFECTLY, playing each note PERFECTLY, sound so PERFECTLY when we do this just because "Oh I want to get a silver". If we are passionate, as in REALLY passionate about something, which for me is music of course, getting a gold is like so easy. In band there are 5 things that make a good band. Passion for music, teamwork, proffesionalism (we play like a pro, not just playing for fun, that's whay I mean), enjoyment to music and CONFIDENCE. Mix these 5 together, and what you get is a band that is even higher that a GWH band. First of all, we're a band, so we're a team. Secondly we're musicians, so we should be at least being passionate to what we're playing, we enjoy making and playing music and we show the world how good we are. Thirdly, to be a proffesional, you must be confident at what we're doing right? Alright enough lecture, maybe I should put thi in the band blog hahaha. Okay tonight is a rest night for me, my brain seriously need a break. To Cheryl, cheer up okay, don't freak out. Cause we live and we learn to take one step at a time mwahahaha. Okay see you!

Music is a river, in which our emotions is a boat that's travelling on it, in which the audience is the passengers of the boat. In which we are the tour-guides of the passengers.

What I mean by, fatigue

Okay so the past two days? Oh don't ask cause I was freaking tired.... Okay so on Tuesday, I was waiting for Neal Sherman, Jie Long and Sem cause they were having Exco meeting after our focus. Well I was doing my math homework while waiting and after I finished my homework, I went to join them in SC room. What I didn't realise was... 2 hours had passed! When I joined them it was like 7.15 P.M. and I thought it was like till 6 P.M. how cool! Then on Wednesday... I had band as usual and as I reached home, I cooked dinner and then bathed and then... SLEEP. Whoa I slept for 8 hours last night and it was SUPERB. But I somehow feel sleepy during Chemistry class today haha. Well so today was okay I guess, pretty much fun and usual except for the Basic lesson which we really loved :D. Tomorrow I'll be having some kind of orientation for our new sec one band members! The sec 4's will be performing and I know it's going to be fun. Alright then I guess, see you all tomorrow! This week's gonna be a busy one, and this weekend is going to be a tough one. So see ya!

It's just me, or is it the truth?

So what?

Heya peeps, today was an uncomfortable one for me (don't ask why). The day started with our Bio SPA and I guess I think I did okkkaaaay for it but anyway what's over is over, we can't really change it right. Then headed for P.E where we played handball! Hand ball is loved, it's the game I prefer the most out of the usual three games that we usually play which is soccer, basketball and handball basically. And it was last year when we last played handball so yeah. Then had Literature and this time rounf Ms Manjit was in the class to guide us and I guess the class is pretty fun. Then had Physics, SS and Amaths at last. It's Monday so yup, band day. The alumni came today to guide us and Jon was teaching me whereas Jia Hui taught Jacqueline. I don't know why but I was having this SEVERE headache while playing my overture. Jon and Jia Hui told me that I wasn't using my diaphgram so... Push push push more air I guess. Then after band something happened which I don't want to talk about, it... Shows, again how unfair life is. And it's super ironic! Haha okay. The 4E3 FNN students cooked this kind of pastry with potato and Chicken kind of topping. Honestly, it's SUPERB (Thanks Amanda and Suyi!). So just now I tried to make the topping only as I was lazy to make the pastry. Well it tasted 70% similar but still, theirs are nicer.. I don't know why either but yeah, if you guys make more, can you give some to me? Mwahahaha. Okay see you then, I wanna rest (even though I'm still left with a Chinese homework). See you!

In life, what you see is seldom what you get.

Wind

Hello, today was okay I think, just that I feel really tired. I wanted to wake up at... 9 A.M. and do my homework and stuff. But... I ended up waking at like 11 because I was super duper sleepy, so yeah. Anyway even though I woke up late, I managed to finish all my homework by like 2 P.M. which after that I spent my time resting, watching TV. Which... I fell asleep again while I was watching this show on Discovery Travel and Living until 4.30, which I then decided to go to Jelita to do my weekly shopping as usual. Then practiced my flute, John asked me to make sure that the vapor-mark on my flute makes a triangle, not a rectangle. I tried my best but weirdly, sometimes I got it, but other times I didn't, weird huh? Then went out with my cousin and my friend to eat dinner and as I reached home, did some housekeeping and then revised my bio as I have SPA tomorrow. Alright I guess that's all for the day, see ya!

We live and we learn, to take one step at a time. (I love this song...)