When life gives you lemons

 When life gives you lemons

Add sugar

And make lemonades~

Mid-week of twenty seven, and apparently we have all (or maybe, some of us) hit a point of I don't know what to call it. Stress, breakdowns, sadness or I don't know. Today, another day, where life is being life. A day where life gives me lemons, and somehow I let it squeeze its juice to my wounded heart and just let me scream in pain. But then again, as the quote says.

When life gives you lemons, make lemonades.

Or some say....

When life gives you lemons, take the lemons and throw them back to life.

It's...  I don't know but hard to just keep it that way. I guess it's my personality, I'm not someone who handles stress well especially when everything happens at the same time. It feels like I'm being thrown into the ocean and just drown there. Takes some time for me to swim back to the surface and stay alive. And also I feel at times that when things like this happen, feels like even the tiniest problem can be magnified into some huge ass gigantic problem.

Not being able to handle stress well, plus being paranoid, plus so many things going on. I guess they're just a perfect recipe for me to feel depressed.

I guess for me, when life gives you lemons, add sugar and make lemonades. To my, sugar is what I refer to as happiness. Where do you get sugar from? Yourself. And then you make great lemonades which you get to share with everyone else and also have a glass for yourself. Like what Buddha said, happiness never decreases when being shared~ ouyeah

I just have to remind myself that well... Slowly but surely all of these will come to an end. Just a matter of time and a matter of heart. I need to just strengthen myself and get through this, at the end of this I know I will survive ITP hah. And of course not to forget, FYP. The only thing running through in my mind right now, and other things running through, which make me worried.

So to all my friends, I know it's literally crunch time for us now so yeah. Press on, that day will arrive when we look back on our days, give a pat on our shoulders, and tell ourselves:

We've survived ITP AND FYP!

PS: Note to myself, be stronger.